I’m admitting it.
M read here.
I made a big fuzz out of it because… my stuff is here, how I truly feel; and the last ting I wanted was for him to see this.

va.. Yo aprecio lo q sentis x mi… y t juro q hasta cierto punto io m siento =… pero simplemente no puedo x un lado andba mega feliz ps….. Pero x otro m cae una realidad q no m parece
asi cmo t dije… cayo una bomba
y yo ando viendo como rodearla sin tocarla
y en serio… espero q comprendas y q m des chance pa q m asente mentalmente…… xq t juro q no tenes la remota idea d lo q m cruza x la cabeza mano, sali hace poco d una “relacion” en la q todo lo q podia ser malo lo era pero io = ai era feliz… m hicieron mierda pero sali d eso, hoy cerre ese capitulo quemando las cartas ironicamente, al mes d q m habian cortado m agarre cn alguien a lo random….. Me senti horrible y alli mismo m puse reglas…… alli mismo puse reglas… q no… q no qria nada formal, q quiero mi tiempo para determinar q m gusta y q quiero….
xq mano, io no soy pasiva… en lo absoluto… y x eso m siento….. Rara… no mal, rara… cuando soy yo la q recibo… me entendes?
entonces… ahorita ando en mi cleansing period….y mano t juro q m gustas y tdo… y q t quiero cmo no tnes idea… pero simplemente no puedo hacer esto
no ahorita… xq se q m va a dar “cold feet” y t voa terminar lastimando… y es lo q menos quiero en el mundo

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All right, allow me to ellaborate with the pics. First the plan was to burn the stuff at my house while my mum was gone, but the thing is that she came and we left, damned got her dread and there was there the respective dosis of gossip

Actually I did feel good tearing the letters, I read some bits and damed and I laughed at tons of them, It’s awesome to do that kind of stuff with close friends you know?

Oh god, I love my Allies

And there it was, watch it BURRRRRRRRRRRRN,et it die, because we’re finally free tonight
all right, I had that lyric in my head ALL THAT TIME.

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all right, in the middle of a class I decide to write, because this is officially dull as fuck.
Ok, I saw damned earlier, she went to my place earlier, I had missed her realy bad since the last time I saw her in january.
we did this cleansing/ devilish project which was burning our exes letters and gifts, and it kind of went out of hand and it was horribly fun.
in the middle of the burning we came across 3v3, and she was loving the burning project, she actually said she’d wish her x had given her anything at all to burn it.

i saw les, and I came across J (W’s bff) and it was like oh heey… nice to see you… ¬¬

then, oh fuck.. all my friends and all….
and s12 is CHAOS there are tons of people there
I walked back home, climbed a shitload of stairs and I?m here now… today it was great

And I had tons of advices… all good and I’m going to follow them…
I asked for help with the M issue, and they were pretty good and helpful as always I love you guys.

M said it.
I don’t know how to handle this.

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Ok I’ve noticed that I have certain rules as to my allies. just check that out:

About the Allies:
tuvo q haber pasado algo importantisimo para q esten en esa categoria, algo asi grueso o d eso q uno se apoya en la gente
About the Sort of Allies:
son personas q fueron allies, pero x motivos se distanciaron o m sacaron de onda
About the Special Cases Allies:
Algo ha pasado con esos allies pero eso no significa q vayan a ser allies de los 4
Una regla es q un special allie no pasa a los allies
Su rango es permanente xq la razon q estan alli es muy diferente a la d los allies normales. (in easier terms: C, D, W; M, S and so on)